Last night it was snowing when we went to bed. I just love watching it snow so much that we slept with the blinds open (not such a great idea when you live on a busy street but we did it anyway). Every time I woke up during the night I could see the snow falling and it was just beautiful. It snowed basically all day long and is still snowing now. There is a gorgeous thick white blanket of snow covering everything and it's so beautiful.
The following is more for record keeping and nostalgia's sake.
I have a bottle problem. I can no longer say that it's Abygail's problem because it just simply is not, it's not even Jason's problem. Just mine, all mine. I LOVE giving Aby a bottle just before nap time. I know, this is wrong on so many levels: she's too old, it's a bad habit right before sleeping, it is bad for the teeth, etc, etc. We have stopped giving her one before bed and even in the middle of the night when she wakes up. I was hoping to preserve that special time right before nap but she take milk from the cup really well now and well, there is just no reason except my one emotional attachment to give her one before nap any more. I just want to cry! I loved rocking her and giving it to her, cuddling and snuggling while I hummed or sang. Now it's over, she's not a baby any more and I just need to face it, no matter how hard that might be.
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